` me. just me *

081206

ah yes. so i'm not at the chalet. i'm at home. using the comp. the very laggy comp that takes one minute to load every page. argh.

circumstances have changed. for the worse

i dont knw what to blog about. i dont want to put names. i dont want to seem so sulky and everything argh.

havent been slping well. heh. been thinking about rubbish stuff before slping heh. was wondering why i felt so biased and felt this way. well. i thought it was jealousy. jealousy over losing friends. heh. but i concluded after talking to rebecca that it was disappointment. i was disillusioned. how i thought my friends were of higher ideals. argh. nvm. friendship was always primary to me. that's why i'm a people-person i guess.

went out with my mum and sister. haha. went to try clothes again hmmm. the lady tried to sell me so expensive stuff zz. hmmm. wanted a wallet. looked around and saw one at taka for nine ninety only. hmmm but didnt get it cause went paragon walk walk first. then walk until uh six then my dad came. so didnt get the chance to get it. heh. bought my mum a wallet two years ago. light purple. but um. she didnt use it until now. and she says she prob wont change to a purple wallet for uhhh a long long time. heh. so it's officially mine now x: and yes. my sister is envious! haha. oh yes. i bought my youngest sister her xmas present alr! a nice kaleidoscope! hahaa. and yes. she has wanted it for uh at least a year alr. but i didnt go that part of taka to get it until just nw heh.

okay. i'll go continue reading my book alr. then slp early hmmm. nice!
thanks!
<3

xxx
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